Porcelain kisses.

I hate crushes. I haven't seen him today and I feel antsy. ARGH.
I was also thinking about how he shouldn't want or like me. I'm so fucked up, especially at the moment. Alaska always seems to say it better than I can say it myself:
"You love the girl who makes you laugh and shows you porn and drinks wine with you. You don't love the crazy, sullen bitch."