Oh boys.

We were texting till 2 in the morning. I think it was cute and maybe somewhat flirtatious but I really think he's clueless and doesn't think it was flirting at all. Sigh.

I didn't fuck it up!

Yay! At least, I don't think I fucked it up. There was hugging at the end, that's a good sign right?

Seriously.

I really wish boys weren't SO SCARED of how comfortable I am with my sexuality. Oh gosh.

Oh well.

I realize how dangerous this blog could be if it fell into the wrong hands. People can trace me to here, people I've just met. The thing is, I don't want to make a blog private for just a few people, I feel like what I want to say I should be able to say it to anybody. But then there are dangerous or embarrassing repercussions afterwards. By the way, how can people not think Robert Downey Jr. in Iron Man is fucking hot?

Also, I've realized I scare away good smelling boys because I'm blunt and talk about everything, including sexual things. Why is that intimidating?!