I need a fix cause I'm goin' down...

I was off today, which was nice but it's still Monday which isn't so nice. I don't even know what holiday it is. I'm totally watching the Tyra show right now which I think should be labeled "comedy" instead of "talk show" because it's hilarious. She makes everything about herself, and I just...I don't know how she could do that, but she manages. This episode is about cyber bulling, wow. And yet somehow she relates it back to herself.

Today I talked to one of my friends on the phone for a half hour, which was refreshing cause I hardly talk with friends on the phone anymore. Maybe it's also cause it's hard to keep my attention on the phone.

I went to the beach yesterday and god damn I want to go back already. I miss it.

I don't think I've talked about this but basically I only applied to three colleges. I applied to UCLA, UC Santa Barbara, and Berkeley. I already got into Santa Barbara through a program in September and it's my second choice. So basically if I don't get Berkeley, I'm going to Santa Barbara. I only applied to UCLA to let my parents think I'm considering staying at home. Berkeley is my top choice. Like that is it. It's what I want. So I found out that March 27th is when Berkeley tells me if I got accepted. My birthday is March 29th. My big 18. So, Berkeley decides not only my future but my birthday. If I get in, I'll be freakin' partying and if I don't, you can find me huddled in a corner in my room crying.


nerdfighters ftw!!! dftba!

look at my fucking crazy hair!

the love of my life, one of the reasons for living. my bella.<3

my cousin michael and i at our cousin anastacia's first birthday!