Busy busy busy.

I move in three weeks and haven't started packing...AT ALL. I really need to get on that. Plus, the couple of weeks after I move in, I'm planning A LOT of trips, mostly between Santa Barbara and L.A., but another one too possibly.... I'm going to be so busy it's ridiculous.

Just back from Santa Barbara.

Had a blast, but I gotta go.

Living on the beeeeeach.

I leave for Santa Barbara in four hours and I'm not asleep. Ah! I'm too excited, I don't think I'll want to come home. I'll take pictures so you guys can be jealous about how I'm basically LIVING ON THE BEACH.

Don't stop believin'!

I went back to my high school today to request my transcripts to send to UCSB. It's so weird to go back as an alumni, everyone looks so much smaller...

I fail.

at posting my pictures. Here's one to hold you over until I get my shit together:

Yeah, I'm going to be living in that gorgeous place come September. I know you're jealous.

I keep on talkin' trash, but I never say anything.

Today, I did absolutely nothing. Like, I did the bare minimum to constitute that I had a day. I went to school, came home, took a nap, and surfed the web and now I'm here. Tomorrow is the return of the Office and I couldn't be more exciteddddddddd. We're having a The Office pizza party for the return. Eeeek. This Saturday I'm taking a day trip to UCSB with my cousin cos he's never been there. Poor boy, doesn't know that he's gonna fall instantly in love.

Rejection.

I didn't get into Berkeley. Fuck Berkeley. Hahah, bitter much? Except Shey is so excited cos that means I'm going to UCSB and I'll be a lot closer and she can come visit. Hahahah. It's okay, Edward is making everything better. Kind of. Except for his whole nonexistance. Kinda sucks.

P.S. I am very upset that the labels rearrange themselves into alphabetical order so that Berkeley goes before Edward Cullen. That is so not the order of their importance in my life, even if I HAD gotten into Berkeley. Har, har? I think I'm kidding? I need mental help? Yes, I believe so.

I need a fix cause I'm goin' down...

I was off today, which was nice but it's still Monday which isn't so nice. I don't even know what holiday it is. I'm totally watching the Tyra show right now which I think should be labeled "comedy" instead of "talk show" because it's hilarious. She makes everything about herself, and I just...I don't know how she could do that, but she manages. This episode is about cyber bulling, wow. And yet somehow she relates it back to herself.

Today I talked to one of my friends on the phone for a half hour, which was refreshing cause I hardly talk with friends on the phone anymore. Maybe it's also cause it's hard to keep my attention on the phone.

I went to the beach yesterday and god damn I want to go back already. I miss it.

I don't think I've talked about this but basically I only applied to three colleges. I applied to UCLA, UC Santa Barbara, and Berkeley. I already got into Santa Barbara through a program in September and it's my second choice. So basically if I don't get Berkeley, I'm going to Santa Barbara. I only applied to UCLA to let my parents think I'm considering staying at home. Berkeley is my top choice. Like that is it. It's what I want. So I found out that March 27th is when Berkeley tells me if I got accepted. My birthday is March 29th. My big 18. So, Berkeley decides not only my future but my birthday. If I get in, I'll be freakin' partying and if I don't, you can find me huddled in a corner in my room crying.


nerdfighters ftw!!! dftba!

look at my fucking crazy hair!

the love of my life, one of the reasons for living. my bella.<3

my cousin michael and i at our cousin anastacia's first birthday!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'm working on my personal statements for the UCs and I'm kinda freaking out when I shouldn't be freaking out cause I already got into my second choice. So basically if I don't get into Berkeley I'm going to Santa Barbara. WHY AM I STILL HERE?!