BLAH.

In my news, I got into UC Irvine today. Too bad I'm not applying there. I've been so stressed with personal statements sometimes I just want to give up, until I realize that's not an option. I was on the verge of tears three times today. It's hard to keep it in these days. I'm not sleeping all week until it's done and sent. I'll take the occasional nap here and there, but that's it. ARGH. The only thing keeping me going right now is my Christmas tree. Seriously.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'm working on my personal statements for the UCs and I'm kinda freaking out when I shouldn't be freaking out cause I already got into my second choice. So basically if I don't get into Berkeley I'm going to Santa Barbara. WHY AM I STILL HERE?!