Mmmmnap.

I took a nap today, and by nap I mean a four hour sleep. Which is a nap to me. While I was napping I had a dream that I recounted to my friends as soon as I awoke. I dreamt I had a kid. I had a kid that was 5 months old, but in the dream I didn't remember I had had a kid. It was so weird. It was a girl, I picked her up and thought she was beautiful but I put her down and just thought "But I don't want a fucking kid" and kinda wondered why I didn't have an abortion. It was so fucking weird. I didn't even know the kid's name, but it was mine. While it's true that if I somehow became the Virgin Mary I wouldn't want a kid, I wouldn't abort it. I seemed so adamant in my dream on wondering why my past self didn't do it. I DIDN'T REMEMBER HAVING A KID. It was weird, which prompted my friend Rachel to look it up on a dream website she likes and came up with this:

If you dream that you forgot you had a baby, then it suggests that you are trying hide your own vulnerabilities; You do not want to let others know of your weaknesses.

I don't know what to make of it.