Sad.

I swear, I still have red lipstick all over my body (they wrote on me) and my bedroom is awful lonely without Rudy and Adrian sleeping here. =(

Let's do the Time Warp again!

I'M SO FUCKING TIRED. RUDY WOKE ME UP AT 10:30. He should have rolled over and gone back to sleep, but woke me up instead. We got home at 5 in the morning, what a heffer.

Birthday

It's my birthday or something and I may be talking to David for like an hour in cowboy southern accents and I may be reading Twilight. Just maybe.

Rejection.

I didn't get into Berkeley. Fuck Berkeley. Hahah, bitter much? Except Shey is so excited cos that means I'm going to UCSB and I'll be a lot closer and she can come visit. Hahahah. It's okay, Edward is making everything better. Kind of. Except for his whole nonexistance. Kinda sucks.

P.S. I am very upset that the labels rearrange themselves into alphabetical order so that Berkeley goes before Edward Cullen. That is so not the order of their importance in my life, even if I HAD gotten into Berkeley. Har, har? I think I'm kidding? I need mental help? Yes, I believe so.

YUMMY.

I went to the fair tonight with my friends and I got a funnel cake. If you know me, you know HOW MUCH I LOVE FUNNEL CAKES.

Eat you up.

I love all these new pictures from the Twilight filming. I swear to God looking at that man makes me forget how to breathe. I feel like Bella except for the whole I don't get to have him part.

Mama yo quiero.

I love watching I Love Lucy in the middle of the day. Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to the zoo and Thursday I'm going to the beach with friends. Good week!

Oh it's nausea.

I'm on Spring Break, but it feels more like Summer break. What the hell. I know this is SoCal and we're all about the sunshine and shit, but this is ridiculous! It's in the high 80's and it's freakin' March! I turned on my air conditioner last night! That should not be happening...

HAPPY EASTER.

It's so cute. I still get easter baskets, hahaha. Reason #23423 why me and my friends are the best:
David: "Who is that?"
Nicole (Me): "Bono."
D: "From U2?"
N: "No, it's one of the twenty million other Bonos in this world."
D: "There probably are."
N: "I think if someone tried to change their name to Bono, Bono would find them and shoot them in the face."

Time is fleeting...

I just finished movie night. There was: boba, pizza, lesbian, Rocky Horror, Across the Universe, Time Warp, tourettes and much more. It was the best.

Spring break!!!

Today is my first day off for spring break! Woohoo! Tonight is movie night at my house at 6. Rocky Horror Picture Show yeeeeeah!

Party time!

I got rejected from UCLA! I couldn't be happier! No seriously. If you're wondering why, just ask.

I am sure.

Thank god for my Deanna Soulmate! She's just as obsessed as I am! We spent ten minutes talking about Bella's truck!!!

Stupid shiny volvo owner!

Tell my heart to stop yearning and hurting. Le sigh.

Fab!

I met the two most fabulous gays at Target today. I need new fags to hag, any takers?

I want that hamburger.

YUM.

Thank god!

That I wrote a blog earlier today! I just got home from dinner/breakfast? with the Chicago cast after our last performance. It was beyond amazing and I love everyone in that cast to pieces. Let's just say I cried so much today that I think I cried out my sickness.

Man on man am I tired!

I'm at school right now, against my better judgement. I was going to skip today and just show up at call time and perform until I remembered that Jostens is on campus today taking cap and gown orders and I need to order mine! So I rolled out of bed, threw on some clothes and came to school. I think I'm gonna go home at 2 and come back at 4 for call time. I want to get a nap, but I probably won't be able to, I have so much to do. I need to go buy invitations this weekend for my birthday party, I'm so excited! Tonight is closing night of Chicago, and if I wasn't so sick, I'd probably be crying from sadness.

SHIT.PISS.FUCK.

In case I die later tonight: I am extremely sick. I have lost my voice. I have a performance tonight. I have no understudy. I am fucking screwed.

ARGGGH.

This isn't a "oh crap I almost forgot to post" post. I got home at 10:45 tonight and ate my dinner and now I'm here. I lost my voice again during performances tonight, what.the.fuck. It's really starting to piss me off!

P.S. THEY FINALLY ANNOUNCED THAT DEATHLY HALLOWS IS GONNA BE SPLIT INTO TWO MOVIES. BASICALLY ALL THE KIDS IN THE FANDOM ALREADY KNEW THAT BUT IT BECAME OFFICIAL TODAY, YAY!!!!

And we'll have fun fun fun till her daddy takes the T-Bird away...

I just went bowling and on a hike to the nature center and a whole bunch of more fun for Adrian's birthday. It was like the whole cast of Chicago! They're sooooooooooo much fun!

Ow ow!

Today, while on my way to go to lunch with my friends, a firefighter pulled up next to us on Ana's side (the driver's side). He was alone, I was in the passenger's seat and literally jumped over Ana and started flirting with him as much as it's possible to, and he started flirting back. But then we had to go to lunch and I lost my hot firefighter. I need to go find him again!

I love gay boys.

They're the bestest.

I'm going bowling.

Cos I'm bored.

Okay.

I just had a matinee (and my Shey came which made me sooooooooo happy), and now I'm off to Sadie's! I'm going to slowly kill myself.

I found myself on youtube.

How weird!

My day off.

Guess what? We don't have a performance today beccause there's a graduation going on in the cafeteria, that's why we're having a matinee tomorrow. We were suppose to have rehearsals though but since we killed second night, he cancelled rehearsals. HUZZAH. I don't think you understand how collectively tired the entire cast is, including our director and stage crew. We all look like zombies, all day during school. So I came home and took a three hour nap, while it was refreshing, I only need about 20 full days of sleep to catch up.

Screw second day slump!

We totally owned tonight. It was SUCH an amazing performance, it'll probably be up on youtube someday and ya'll can hear me sing. Hahaha.

AGGGGH.

I JUST GOT HOME. I JUST HAD OPENING NIGHT OF CHICAGO AND IT WAS AMAAAAAAZING. I LOVE BEING MAMA. I LOVE ACTING. I LOVE EVERYTHING! I'm gonna go watch Project Runway now. WHEEE.

I love looking like drag.

GOOD drag at least. So for my birthday, Rocky Horror at midnight is SO ON. YEAH. Also, Edward FTW. I think I just want to swoon over him on every post.

Ew.

My stage make-up looks very drag. And not the good looking drag either, ugh. I'm going to build my rehab center soon. I'm sure it will just be me and my friends never really getting over our fictional problems but just fighting between Jacob and Edward. (Btw, Edward TOTALLY WINS ALL, ALL THE TIME.)

Ellen Page hosted SNL.

She's cute, and Wilco is awesome.

It's eating away at me..

I'm being consumed by this. I'm sure that if I didn't have pressing college matters to do over the internet I wouldn't have remembered to write a post today, so that's good. Except as soon as I'm done with this, I'll go right back. I'll be locked up soon.