under the blacklight: February 2009

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Yay list.

1. Uglies-Scott Westerfeld
2. Pretties-Scott Westerfeld
3. Specials-Scott Westerfeld
4. Go Ask Alice-Anonymous
5. Girl at Sea-Maureen Johnson
6. The Perks of Being A Wallflower-Stephen Chbosky
7. Extras-Scott Westerfeld
8. Crank-Ellen Hopkins
9. The Bermudez Triangle-Maureen Johnson
10. Angus, Thongs, and Full-Frontal Snogging by Louise Rennison
11. The Key to the Golden Firebird by Maureen Johnson
12. Glass-Ellen Hopkins
13. Suite Scarlett-Maureen Johnson

Friday, February 27, 2009

F.M.L.

FML. FML. FML. I want #2, #1 breaks my heart right in front of me.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Someone shoot me.

I hate that my general train of thought is revolving around guys lately. It's shit. That's not who I am.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Boys.

#1 flirted with my friend. #2 makes me forget to breathe. I'm done with boys, they are hazardous to my health.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Suiteeeee.

I'm reading Suite Scarlett and I'm liking it a lot. It's too soon to tell but it may be my favourite Maureen Johnson book. Also I should start paying attention in class instead of fantasizing about how I can become president of the whore club. Sigh.

Monday, February 23, 2009

I need to catch up on reading.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

BFF.

I'm working on my game plan to make Rufus Wainwright be my bff. Any ideas?

Saturday, February 21, 2009

YES.

I'm staying at my sister's tonight. OH AND WE JUST BOUGHT TICKETS TO SEE RUFUS WAINWRIGHT IN APRIL, EXCUSE ME WHILE I PISS MY PANTS WITH EXCITEMENT.

Friday, February 20, 2009

I don't know.

I don't know what's going on with my life anymore.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

WHAT.

My sister just told me about a monkey taking off a woman's face. WHAT. OMG BRB CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

My eyes hurt.

Yesterday was a pretty crappy day, but things got better around midnight. I'm hoping today will be far better than yesterday. I'm also hoping I get to see two boys today. Mmmmm....

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Surreal.

Yesterday I met a man who lived the life I've always dreamt of living. It was surreal. I called my mom later and told her about it and she was encouraging of pursuing something I've always held underneath the surface and just pined after. I'll tell you details later.

Monday, February 16, 2009

FML.

I just got home. We were on the road for like 10 hours. FML.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Please explain.

So I'm still in Phoenix and it's AWESOME of course. I'm with some of my favourite people. But I need to pose a question to Shey or anyone else who has read The Sound and the Fury. I tried to start reading it yesterday and I made it to page 15 and finally said WHAT. THE. FUCK. I have no clue what's going on. I don't know if it's just me, but I need somebody who has read and understand it to kinda walk me through it a bit. That somebody is probably Shey but if anyone else has read it and understands, let me know.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Oh mandatory-ness.

I'm at Rachul's place in Phoenix, yay!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Cuddlefest '09

Oh hi, I'm going to Arizona in like an hour. Shhh.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Darn challenge.

Oh hi, cutting it close.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Reading distracts me, yay!

New crush.

Fuck. my. life.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Midterms.

My last midterm in about a half hour. I'm so not ready for this.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Is that too much to ask?

It's raining and I want a boy to cuddle.

I love updates.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Porcelain kisses.

I hate crushes. I haven't seen him today and I feel antsy. ARGH.
I was also thinking about how he shouldn't want or like me. I'm so fucked up, especially at the moment. Alaska always seems to say it better than I can say it myself:
"You love the girl who makes you laugh and shows you porn and drinks wine with you. You don't love the crazy, sullen bitch."

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Oh boys.

We were texting till 2 in the morning. I think it was cute and maybe somewhat flirtatious but I really think he's clueless and doesn't think it was flirting at all. Sigh.

Friday, February 6, 2009

P4A

The other day one of my best friends (Gum) interviewed me about my participation in the Project for Awesome. I realized I hadn't really wrote about it, and this is one of my favourite quotes I said that really summed up the day for me:

"That day was actually really special to me, and the whole community was really vital to my sanity that day. It was the day my mom was having her surgery. After I came home from seeing her at the hospital I went straight to my computer to get my mind off things and help the project, to find out they were just about to start commenting and addressing my video. John was leading it and they all comforted me with kind words and virtual hugs while I told them all about my trip to the hospital and the status of my mom. I had never been more overwhelmed with love and gratitude in my life by virtual strangers, but the love I felt from them was genuine."

Oh rain.

I want it to rain all the time. All the time rain.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

PWNED.

I pwned my midterms today.
That is all.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Why hi there.

I'm leaving at 4:30 to go apartment hunting. I have a Sociology section at 7. I have a Sociology review from 8-10. I then plan to study until my eyes burn for my two midterms tomorrow. Sigh. Although tomorrow is The Office and movie night! Yay!

i make the most attractive faces.

doing the nicole smirkface.

mmm, i should get a life.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

The list.

Papers make me insane.

A documentation of my demise into madness.

please don't make me do this.

i don't want to write this paper, i just want to read the bermudez triangle.

oh how did i get over here?

i've got an idea!

run!

run and jump!

what am i doing on top of a table?!

i think i've gone mad.

ugh now i've got to go back to writing.

King of Carrot Flowers

Neutral Milk Hotel never seems more poignant than at three in the morning.

Monday, February 2, 2009

XOXO.

I've been a bit disconnected with the internet lately. It's weird. It's different. It's nice. I think it'd be nicer if I could find a balance between being on the internet 24/7 and avoiding it altogether. I don't think I'm good at compromise when it comes to the internet. It's like a drug, when I start using, I can't stop. So if I cut it off for a while, once I start again it's a much needed hit of internet.

Gossip Girl is on and I don't know why that is so freaking exciting.

Photo update that really makes no sense:

Slowly eating my hair.