An equation.

A terribly horrible day+No Computer= Use of my mulligan.

Oh, 19.

It's my birthday and it's been fabulous. Also, I have the best friends:

I almost missed that.

It's my 19th birthday in 3 minutes. That is all.

Burfday.

Birthday festivities begin today. Yay! I also get to see Gum tomorrow! DOUBLE YAY.

Thank gosh.

I went to visit my old high school today and it was just weird. I was walking through there and the whole time I was thinking THANK GOD I DON'T GO HERE ANYMORE. Tomorrow begins birthday festivities. Yay!

It's so hot.

It's about 80 degrees outside. What. the. fuck. Brb, taking a bath in ice.

I am computerless.

I took my computer to Best Buy cos it won't charge anymore and therefore died and they have to send it in to see what's wrong with it. :( My mom dropped boatloads so that they can back up all my memory so I don't lose everything but just, GAH. I hate not having my computer and pictures and music and love and ergh.

Boring.

Home is so boring. All I have is Gum on Skype. Thank God she'll be here in a couple days.

Thank God for Almost Famous.

I'm home and well, to be honest, it's boring. I wanna go back to SB. Ughhh.

Spring Break, whoo!

I'm home and happy and full of food. I had such a fucking fantastic time yesterday with Lauren and Matt and Andrew and everyone else before, during, and after the podcast/release party. I have too much love in my life. I'm so lucky.

WINTER QUARTER CAN SUCK MAH DICK.

I'm done with winter quarter, that was horrible. Now onto packing so I can go home for winter break and have FTW adventures today.

I hate finals.

I'm supposed to be studying for Comm, instead I'm watching Anchorman. Finals is frying my brain.

Liz is brilliant.

"i pretty much have 1 constant that transfers to a lot of different mediums: i do not live in reality.

i like this.

i like us."

My photographs.

The words aren't coming so easily these days.

Can I just live in a box?

I didn't get campus housing apartments so now I have to go apartment hunting. FUCK. MY. LIFE.

Beach.

I went to the beach today and I'm exhausted.

Just friends.

I am thoroughly enjoying being friends with boy #1 right now. Now that he has a girlfriend/something type I feel a lot more at ease with him. I've stopped trying to impress and now I'm just being myself and he responds well to that. He's a good friend, not such a good prospective boyfriend.

Today I went to get some rolls of film developed that I've been holding onto and I think there are some fantastic pictures in there. I'll post some soon I hope.

Lovely.

I saw Rachel Getting Married last night and it was fucking fantastic. It was just, ugh. Beautiful. Beautiful and harsh and lovely and horrible.

Now I'm watching the Jon Stewart/Jim Cramer interview finally and oh shit.

Gah, I love The Book Thief.

1. Uglies-Scott Westerfeld
2. Pretties-Scott Westerfeld
3. Specials-Scott Westerfeld
4. Go Ask Alice-Anonymous
5. Girl at Sea-Maureen Johnson
6. The Perks of Being A Wallflower-Stephen Chbosky
7. Extras-Scott Westerfeld
8. Crank-Ellen Hopkins
9. The Bermudez Triangle-Maureen Johnson
10. Angus, Thongs, and Full-Frontal Snogging by Louise Rennison
11. The Key to the Golden Firebird by Maureen Johnson
12. Glass-Ellen Hopkins
13. Suite Scarlett-Maureen Johnson
14. The Book Thief-Markus Zusak

Oh finals.

I have a final tomorrow. FML. Actually, this study group is fun.

Whoa shit.

Today has been so stressful. So stressful in fact that I almost forgot to post a blog. Awesome.

Oyy.

Oh gosh this contest is getting tiresome. BUT I REFUSE TO LOSE.

In every form.

Sometimes I feel so much love in my heart that it swells till it feels like it's going to explode and God, do I feel lucky.

Loveeee.

I saw RENT last night and it was fantastic and I cried a lot and I love Shelana and now I'm going to dinner with my entire family whom I miss far too much. So much love.<3

Fridayyyyyyyyyy.

IT'S FRIDAAAAAAAAAAY!!! I'M SO EFFING EXCITED!!

Dear tomorrow,

could you come a bit sooner? PLZKTHXBAI.

FRIDAY!!!

I get to see RENT this Friday with Shey. I'm so flipping excited. I'm going to jump Adam Pascal and Shey's going to jump Anthony Rapp and we're just gonna take them with us.

Book Thief.

I'm re-reading The Book Thief and ugh, it's just such beautiful storytelling and one of the most amazing stories I've ever read.

I have problems.

Oh hey, remember that time it was easier to flirt around with a boy after he got a girlfriend/hook-up/whatever she is? Yeah, I'm a homewrecking slut.

Too overwhelming.

I just wanna curl up and cry and be dramatic and read Harry Potter who will never leave me and always love me. Maybe it wasn't the best idea to drink, then I wouldn't have overreacted so much. I've seen this coming forever. Why am I such an emotional mess? I hate boys, I hate this whole business. This is why I avoided it for 18 years cos they flirt with you and then cuddle your friend when they're sitting right next to you.