No one understands...

how bad it's gotten. It's finally the weekend which means I can finally sleep. But I won't sleep because I'll be obsessing about the fictional vampire I'm deeply in love with and how HE ISN'T REAL and that even if he was, he probably wouldn't love me! I'm gonna go cry now.

I NEED SO MUCH HELP.

I'm deeply and utterly in love with a fictional character, this is baaaaad. I haven't had it this bad since Sirius Black and Ron Weasley. I'm not even kidding. I wish there was a rehab place for people like me. I feel like I'm a zombie.

Twilight.

I just started reading Twilight cause the whole world has been telling me to for 3 years now. Now I'm in love with a fictional vampire. FUCKING GREAT. I have such problems with falling in love with fictional characters, UGH. So...if you know a vampire/werewolf/wizard guy who's willing to date me, that would be PERFECT.

Fuck hell week!

I just got home from rehearsals (in which I'm sure everyone wanted to literally, LITERALLY, shank everyone else), and I have a fucking paper due tomorrow. AGH. I've started reading Twilight cause all my friends say it's amazing, it's pretty good so far. Also, happy birthday to my love Jessica! Hope your 19th is amazing!

Hell week begins.

So here begins the three week period in which I write incoherent thoughts because my brain is dead from rehearsals. This week rehearsals are 4-10, and then the next two weeks are performances. I'm so excited! Except for the whole not sleeping thing, not cool.

P.S. Come see Chicago if you live in the area! Message meee.

Oscars.

I called most of it and it was fairly entertaining and it would have been cool to see a major upset like Juno winning best picture (ha!). But sometimes it was pretty boring since everything I thought would win...won. Although, was anyone else uncomfortable and awkward when Owen Wilson presented an award? Yeah...I was.

According to my calculations...

no one seems to care for The Curler collar. What the hell. Hahahah. I'm spending a lazy day with one of my best friends. We lay on the couch and watch Across the Universe and I Love Lucy, it's awesome.

I love the rain!

I just finished watching Fight Club instead of doing my homework. Watching Fight Club while it's raining is looooooooove.

Bloody hell!

Last night I watched Running with Scissors as my movie substitution for homework. It wasn't that great. Tonight I have a project to do for physiology that's due tomorrow. Also, tomorrow about 6 of us are planning to talk in a British accent all day. That should be lots of fun.

Do you guys ever read stuff you used to blog or post or write and think "God, I used to be soo funny?" I always do that, at some point does the funny just run out?

I wish my homework was asexual so it would do itself.

So I've come to a decision. Every time I have homework, instead of doing the homework, I'm going to watch a movie. I know, brilliant, right?
So on Monday night, I had an essay to do. I swore to myself I was going to work on it, and I would let the time slip away hour after hour. Till 11 rolled around and I decided to watch American Beauty instead! So brilliant. Then I finished the essay after, in like 20 minutes. Oh well.
So yesterday night instead of doing Physiology homework, I watched Little Children. Sophisticated, God I'm so sophisticated! (That was a Gatsby reference that just popped into my head for some reason.)
So tonight I think I'll watch Fight Club or Little Miss Sunshine. Now tell me how smart I am.

I'm crashing early tonight...

I'm so tired. It's been a long day and I went to sleep at like 2:30 last night because I couldn't sleep. Blegh! So Kat's out and Nora missed a day, that hamburger is getting closer than I thought.

As you can tell...

I've currently changed my blog. I liked the old layout, but I didn't like the fact that everyone and their mom had it. So I'm gonna try this one out and see how much I like it.

I will be taking a poll, so should I keep this layout? Yay or nay? Check out the poll in the sidebar.

I went to Olvera Street today.

It was yummy. I'm gonna go watch Across the Universe now.

Countdown, countdown, countdown...

We ordered my maid of honour dress today. It's really pretty and I can't wait to get it next week, it's so nice. I'll have pictures next week. In other news, I got married on Valetine's Day...to six people. One boy and six girls. We're mormon. Some pictures:

Guz bought us a cake, aww!
(It's a long inside joke of a story.)

Miranda and I make attractive faces to pick up boys.

At the altar, I'm somewhere back there.

Miranda and I at breakfast.

I wear my sunglasses early in the morning to breakfast when it's raininggggg.

My favourite wife, we're happily married. <3Clara.

We look SO happy to be marrying each other!

The best advice I've given all week:

To a distraught, frustrated girl who just had a horrible, HORRIBLE, day:
Sometimes you need to have a really fucking horrible day, to know and appreciate the really fucking great ones.



Sometimes I spew stuff that makes sense to me.

I don't think I've ever been this happy.

So far, I've had the best fucking Valentine's Day of my life and it did not involve boyfriends or girlfriends, just friends. God, I fucking love them.

Tomorrow's Valentine's Day.

I don't ever do anything on Valentine's Day. I don't ever get anything (unless from my family and friends). I usually just treat it like another day except people are lugging around a life-size teddy bear and a botanical garden. I don't think I've ever even had a Valentine on Valentine's Day. However, since it is late start tomorrow (I go into school at 9:30), four of my best friends (the lunch car therapy crew) and I are going out to eat for breakfast. Yummy. I must love them so damn much to get up way before I have to. (I missed a trip to the mall on Monday because I don't get up before 12.) Hope ya'll have a good one! Leave the love.

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My life is a book.

I don't mean like the cliche "my life is an open book". I mean like, my life is a book. I feel like my friends are characters in a book and I'm the audience in on some serious dramatic irony. I swear, I know everything that's going on, but they don't, eesh!

I need a fix cause I'm goin' down...

I was off today, which was nice but it's still Monday which isn't so nice. I don't even know what holiday it is. I'm totally watching the Tyra show right now which I think should be labeled "comedy" instead of "talk show" because it's hilarious. She makes everything about herself, and I just...I don't know how she could do that, but she manages. This episode is about cyber bulling, wow. And yet somehow she relates it back to herself.

Today I talked to one of my friends on the phone for a half hour, which was refreshing cause I hardly talk with friends on the phone anymore. Maybe it's also cause it's hard to keep my attention on the phone.

I went to the beach yesterday and god damn I want to go back already. I miss it.

I don't think I've talked about this but basically I only applied to three colleges. I applied to UCLA, UC Santa Barbara, and Berkeley. I already got into Santa Barbara through a program in September and it's my second choice. So basically if I don't get Berkeley, I'm going to Santa Barbara. I only applied to UCLA to let my parents think I'm considering staying at home. Berkeley is my top choice. Like that is it. It's what I want. So I found out that March 27th is when Berkeley tells me if I got accepted. My birthday is March 29th. My big 18. So, Berkeley decides not only my future but my birthday. If I get in, I'll be freakin' partying and if I don't, you can find me huddled in a corner in my room crying.


nerdfighters ftw!!! dftba!

look at my fucking crazy hair!

the love of my life, one of the reasons for living. my bella.<3

my cousin michael and i at our cousin anastacia's first birthday!

...and I'm spent.

I just spent the entire day at the beach with my entireeeee family for my little cousin's first birthday. It was soooooooo much fun and I love them soooooo much. Maybe some pictures tomorrow, but I'm so tired right now.

People are up this early?!

Hahah it's like 11 and I think it's early. My mom woke me up cause my sister's coming soon I think. I think we're going maid of honour dress shopping for me, oh boy that should be fun.

Oh yeah, and:
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I'm working on it!

Two minutes!

Today I mediated a fight, which is really weird because I'm not a mediator, I'm an instigator.

I suck.

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Anyways, I'd like some book suggestions, pleeeeeeease.
Also, someone keeps calling me from an 808 number, I'm scared to pick up. That's a telemarketer area code right?

Oh Darling!

I just watched Across the Universe and remembered how much I loved it. And then on my own I watched ALL the extras on the second disc, and they were pretty amazing. I've been trying so hard to stop it for the last couple months but I'm falling in love with Joe Anderson. And I re-fell in love with Jim Sturgess. How can I be in love with so many people at once? I need to stop that.

Seriously, watch the video in my last post.

If you didn't, I don't know what the hell's wrong with you. I didn't get home till 7:30 today, so I'm kind of ridiculously tired. I'm gonna go finish up homework and then crash out maybe, probably. Actually, I think I'm gonna end up watching election coverage, super Tuesday!!!

This is making my life good right now:

I'm so in love with him and John it's ridiculous.

Say what???!!!

Since when did channel 9 start playing Dead Like Me? When?!

The Giants won the Superbowl.

In other news...I went to a dance on Friday at my school that was completely casual and to raise money for prom. The dance could be best described as a gigantic orgy on a dance floor. Seriously, it was so ridiculous and out of control. Oh kids these days, not that I'm saying I'm any better at times, but my eyes burned at times. I've made the executive decision to remember to post every day without the help of Iain and everyone else. I think that'll help. I really want that hamburger (not really, but I do just so I can say I got a hamburger for posting every day all on my own). Hamburger.

End day 3.

HOLY CRAP.

I almost missed today's deadline! That would have been embarassing!

P.S. Thanks to Iain for reminding me. I'm glad I have a support system for my crappy memory.

Oh man!

Today marks the start of the challenge. Let it begin!